|Dalvay By the Sea|
Then I started having major upper back issues. Naturally rounded shoulders, too many long hours hunched over my marking (English teacher = essays, essays, and more essays to mark) and poor positioning when I was cross-country skiing and paddling etc etc all added up to lots pain and months of physiotherapy. And golf became painful in a whole different way.
The last morning I played we started early, the weather was quite cool, and my muscles were tight. On the first tee, I swung at the ball and felt a jab of pain through my shoulders and neck. Then I couldn’t turn my head. Then I was done. I was totally done! “Maybe golf just isn’t my game,” I said tearfully to Hubby.
I hate to admit I can’t do something. I hate to admit defeat. But golf had defeated me. Hubby replied, “Maybe golf isn’t a good game for a perfectionist with poor hand eye co-ordination.” Ouch!
So I gave up on golf. That was a few years ago, now. Since then Hubby and I have both retired from teaching. Which means that we’re both home… at the same time… a lot.
Before I go on, it’s important to understand one thing about my husband and me. He’s a morning person: a get up and get moving, with enthusiasm, best part of the day, has fifteen things done before 7:00 A.M. kind of person. I’m not. I’m a roll out of bed, stagger around, make a cup of tea, sigh, drink another cup of tea, maybe sit and read my book for a bit, then have another cup of tea before I do anything person. Well, except when I had to get up for work; that was different.
Which brings me to this morning. It’s Friday. Hubby has a regular Friday golf game with a group of his hockey buddies. They tee off early, naturally.
When I stagger out of bed and put the kettle on, the house is silent and still. The sun is shining. I make my tea and take my cup and my book out onto the deck and sit there in my pyjamas. I sip my tea and read my book for a half hour. Then I don my sneakers and shorts and plug my i-pod in; I’m listening to a great Peter James mystery this week. And I head out for my power walk. I feel justifiably pleased with myself, and my world. Back home I shower and wash my hair. Then I make a pot of tea and an omelet for breakfast which I eat on the deck, and read my book some more. For a few moments I just sip my tea and look at the sun glinting off the river. And breath.
I so love these mornings to myself.
Don’t get me wrong. My husband and I do all kinds of things together. We have learned to make allowances for our conflicting natural bio-rhythms. We cycle together at least twice a week, we fish and canoe, and camp, and hike, and travel together and talk politics and books and food and truly enjoy each other’s company.
But I do so love these mornings to myself.
And that my friends is why I love golf. Not my futile efforts to swing a club and hit a tiny (yes, minuscule ball), not my fleeting moments of success at doing so, not even the cute pink sun visor. But those blissfully quiet and solitary mornings…when Hubby is out golfing… and I’m not.
So dear readers… any surprising things that you love that we might not expect?
***Note: Thanks to Frances at Materfamilias Writes for the spelling of “Pfffft.” She used the word in a post and I thought … that’s the perfect way to express that little expulsion of dismissive air we make when we’re being…dismissive. You can read her original post here.